Sunday, 3 November 2013

Kenapa cter melayu tak besssttt....

Hey hey...

So ade ramai laa orang yang duk tanya aku..kenapa cter melayu tak best..?? Diorang suka lagi tengok cter mat salleh dari cter melayu, sbb cter melayu boooorriinnggg....

Honestly, aku rasa ade jek cter melayu yang best...tapi tak banyaaakk....

My answer untuk soalan kenapa cter melayu tak best adelah begini.....

Banyak permintaan dari stesyen tv ataupun badan-badan yang menayangkan cter2 melayu mahukan cter yang tak best....seriously, ini tidak tipu...diorang taknak cter yang canggih2 sangat sebab pertama, takot orang kampung tak faham...takot rakyat  malaysia tak hadam cter2 yang canggih2 smart2....kalau lawak chill2 bodoh2 org ramai senang faham dan santai kata mereka..

Kedua, diorang mahukan cter2 action atau hantu2 komedi....cter action yang mereka mahukan hanyalah gangster sahaja...action lain tak mahu..sebab tu korang tgk banyak gilaa cter gangster2 kat wayang...

Ketiga...takde duit... takde siapa nak kasi duit lebih2 nak buat cter canggih manggih bagai....memang laa diorang suh pakai cgi laa, sfx laa, vfx laaa....tapi bajet kasi ciput sangat...sape nak kasi duit..so kami pun buat laa cter biasa2, chill2 jek... jimat kos...

Banyak jek lagi sebab kenapa cter melayu ni banyak tak best mcm tak ramai scriptwriter yang pandai buat cter best2...takde idea, duk curi idea orang jek...and etcs..

So kalau orang duk kata byk cter melayu tak best depan muka aku, aku tidak mengiye kan dan tidak menidakkan...hehe! Bye...~

Monday, 28 January 2013

RINDU

Saya takleh hidup dengan peribahasa melayu yang kata.....

 "sayang anak tangan-tangankan....sayang isteri tinggal-tinggalkan"

It's been 2 days tak jumpa with my other half..... ( orang akan kata aku gedik, mengada bagai....sbb 2 hari jek pun.....yelaa yelaa...say what you want...)

Memang rindu gilaaa kot..lain rasa bila rindu kat boyfriend or rindu kat suami sendiri....

Ye aarr...almost everyday jumpa, everyday bangun pagi tgk muka each other..suara pertama yang duk kejut suruh bangun pun suara dia...sat lg  lenguh-lenguh badan ada gak yang tukang picitkan....

Sekali tak jumpa 2 days.....gila rindu...dengar suara awak dekat fon pun yana nanges taw tak sbb rindu sgt...

So,since awak balik esk....I already baked for you carrot cake with cream cheese frosting..... frostingnye a bit manis...I"ll work on it later bg dia tak manis sgt...hope you like it...

P/s: it's 4.30 in the morning and I haven't sleep because i'm waitting for your call to wake me up for subuh prayer.....call me crazy....~

Thursday, 24 January 2013

AIM HIGH

Masa kecik-kecik dulu....semua orang kata...cikgu,parents,kengkawan, even buku-buku atau artikel-artikel motivasi ade cakap camni......

  " kalau kita nak aim, aim tinggi-tinggi...bila nak jatuhkan buah yang ada kat atas pokok..aim batu kat buah yang paling atas kat pokok tu...kalau tak kena yang atas...kena kat buah yang bawah-bawah tu..dapat jgak buah nye even tak dapat buah yang paling atas tu...kalau aim buah yang rendah-rendah..kalau baling batu tak kena...takkan kena langsung..sebijik buah pun tak dapat......"

Tu laaa ayat yang ak pegang sampai laa bila ak semakin membesar...semakin faham how life works (skang pun takde laa nak faham sgt) not according to formula....aku semakin rasa..statement yang aku dengar dari kecik-kecik dulu tu macam agak tak berapa nak betul....

When people said....in life..in everything you do...just aim high...aim very high....makanya aku akan aim sgt high.....maksudnye, macam-macam yang aku tuntut untuk perlu ada dalam hidup aku...aku nak itu, aku nak ini, aku nak macam-macam dalam life aku....ape yang aku tengok orang lain ada...aku nak ada jugak walaupun aku rasa aku macam susah nak dapat....tapi aku nak jugak, sampai aku kena work very hard gilaa untuk dapat apa yang aku nak....tak perlu laa aku cter pebenda yang aku nak mcm2 sgt tu....ckup aarr sekadar aku bagitawu yang kdg2 benda2 yang aku nak sgt2 tu macam agak tak realistik/tak relevan....

Dan sebabkan itu, ade gak member-member yang kata....." yana tu boleh jek dapat ape yang dia nak.."

yana boleh dapat ape yang dia nak....???? yelaa...ada benda-benda yang aku wok hard gila-gila untuk dapatkan....dapat jek....

Tapiiiiiii......tapiiiiii.....sometimes I forget, dalam banyak-banyak benda yang kita nak sangat-sangat tu.... tak semua kita dapat......sama ada kita akan dapat sebahagian atau memang tak dapat langsung...no matter how hard you try, how high you aim, batu yang kita baling kat buah paling atas kat pokok tu takkan kena langsung pada buah yang ter atas mahupun buah-buah lain dibawahnya....malah batu yang kita duk usaha nak pakai baling tinggi-tinggi tu akan jatuh terhempap ke tanah....at that time macam hancur gak rasa hati niihh....

Masa tu barulah aku realize atau teringat ustaz/ustazah kat sekolah gak ade cakap....usahalah sekuat mana pun, buatlah ape cara sekalipun....kalau sesuatu benda tu bukan rezeki kita, bukan tertulis untuk kita sebagai pemegang haknya, maka kita takkan dapat jugak....

Kdang-kadang penat nak aim high-high sgt...penat nak buat tuntutan mcm-mcm itu ini dalam hidup ni....nak kurangkan semua tuntutan/kehendak/kemahuan.....nak aim biasa-biasa jek.....

Nak tukar mcm ni.....nak amik batu, nak baling batu tu kat buah yang rendah-rendah jek....kalau dapat buahnye, dapat laa...kalau tak dapat..then baling lagi....baling sampai dapat..tp takyah baling tinggi-tinggi sgt....tapi kalau tetibe dalam beberapa kali cubaan baling tu, kalau tangan tiba-tiba terpeleot terbaling batu tinggi-tinggi, terkena buah yang tinggi-tinggi, terdapat buah yang tinggi-tinggi....kann  ke seronok....??? unexpected surprise kaaann....unexpected rezeki kaannn.....


Ayat aku mcm tunggang terbalik sket, tapi if you read it twice...faham kan maksud aku......???


p/s : right things come at the right time when you really need it at the right cause.....trust HIM




















Monday, 14 January 2013

The Next Phase....

Rasa macam semalam ak baru masuk sekolah tadika...bawak beg sandang kecik ( beg saiz budak-budak tu ), pakai skirt merah, baju kemeja putih, rambut pony tail segala, pakai selipar ke kasut ak tak ingat..tp ak gi sekolah tadika naik bas okey...bas mini sekolah tu..kekadang jek ada van amik...pernah kena tinggal bas lak tu sebab lambat keluar sekolah ( ke sebab ak syok sangat main buaian+gelongsor sampai tak henggat bas dah sampai ), makan ramai-ramai dalam dulang, muka tak malu minum botol susu kat kelas ( dengan bangga nye ak bgtawu ak stop minum botol susu masa darjah satu...heh )...pastu tiap2 hari ak pau duit mak belikan kacang ngan yin bawak bekal pegi sekolah...ak pun konpius, dlm byk2 makanan yg berkhasiat, kacang ngan yin gak yg ak pilih...

Tetibe harini ak tengok tangan dah berinai bagai...keliling ramai gilaa orang ketengah ketepi, riuh rendah suara sedara mara duk angkat itu ini ( ak chill jek laa dalam bilik takleh nak buat ape sangat sebab tangan dh kena inai ( ni trick yang selalu ak guna kalo malas nak tolong2 kat umah time kecik2 dulu...) but on 120113 it was no trick at all...bilik bersepah gilaa dengan mak ak duk last min touch up hias-hias bakul hantaran segala ( mak ak buat sendiri bakul hantaran cantik gilaa okey )...pastu kang sat agy ade org (wali) tanya ak nak kawen ke tak..ak plak main angguk jek...pastu ak nampak ade dua org laki duk pegang tangan macam nak salam gitu..tawu2 jek ak dengar sorang2 sebut SAH SAH bagai....

Cam tak caye kaannn....ak sendiri pun mcm caye tak caye jek...

Lets back up a few years back....

Sept 2011----gedik-gedik datang casting...nak jadi pelakon laaa katanye.....datang laa ak ke tempat casting tu dengan lambatnye bersama-sama dengan member2 lain....kena sound kot...sebab lambat...ak pun tak pasti dia sound siapa sebab ramai gak yang lambat...that's when i met him for the 1st time... ( our 1st met was sooo not like what u always watch in drama melayu kan...)

few days after that, ak add laa dia kat fb....yelaa, nak tambah kwn fb ( cliche gilaa reason )..then dia start tegur2 gitu jek laa as facebook friend kaann...itu pun jarang tegur sgt, sbb masing2 duk sibuk....

Nov 2011----Ak attend anugerah skrin kat pwtc...tgk org amik award...sekali nama dia kena announce as winner untuk satu kategori ni...ak mcm gilaaa lah..!! ni member kat fb ni...!!! eksaited weyh...time kat pwtc, selisih bahu tapi segan nak tegur....

Then adelah sekali production ni call suruh datang shoot....datang2 set sekali tgk dia tgh pakai tudung bagai.. org kata director dah mereng2 sket sebab pelakonnya datang lambat...(abes class kul 5 ptg terus pegi..masa tu jalan jem gilaa kat mrr2, ak tawu ni ayat yg sgt cliche, but i swear jalan jem teruk..!!)

Then start shoot..takde laa nak tegur beramah mesra bagai...sbb director tgh buat keje kot..then masa  dia sign nak bagi duit, baru aarr ktorng duk borak..( dia kata dia baru perasan that ni laa bdk yang tegur dia kat fb tu )

22nd Nov 2011----pagi2 lagi pukul bape ntah bunyi fon..."semalam pi FFM tak..? - abg erhan"....( *FFM stands for Festival Film Malaysia award) nervous beb director msg...then after exchange few msg, dia call straight away...

Dec 2011---we keep on contacting after that...pasal keje, pasal lakonan, pasal pape jek laa yg melibatkan keje...he did ask me to call him just to sing a song which dia sendiri yg tulis lirik nye...i happend to know yg profile ak bawak casting tu dia tak simpan dlm file, tapi dia bawak balik simpan kat rumah...ttsskk...!!!

Feb 2012---- he meet my abah and propose me...and then we engaged....plan nak nikah jun,tunda, plan nak nikah oct, tunda gak, plan nak nikah dec pun tunda.....sedeyh gilaaa...last2....

12 Jan 2013----officially married....

Agak singkat laaa perkenalan ktorang...And yes, tak selalu mention pun pasal dia sebelum ni kat fb... mention pun kat 2-3 org kawan baik jek..tak berapa nak mention sgt sebab nak handle this relationship maturely ( tp kadang2 ada jek post ngada2 gak kan )...i learn from the past...before dis upload2..update2 lovey dovey bagai...last2 ble heartbreak, post ngarut2...i want this time to be real...dah jadi, dah betul2 sah baru bagitawu....bila ak buat camni..ada laa mulut2 jahat 2-3 org kata....

"apesal cepat sangat kawen, apesal kawen tak bgtawu...dh terlanjur ke..." 
amboi mulut..panas telinga dgr... ktorang dah 2-3 kali tunda date nk kawen taw...kalau terlanjur biasanye tak tunda2 dah...langsung jek terus....belum cter lagi pasal bebudak yg kata "tak jd kawen laa tu, padan muka.."

then kawan-kawan yang disayangi seluruh alam berkata begini..."wey, yana tak bgtawu dah kawen", "yana nape tak jemput", yana kenapa tak bg kad....

dear friends sekalian....akad dgn receptionnye tak sama sebab memula plan nak kawen dlu, family suruh pegi nikah kat kampung...kat melaka sana...kalau ak buat reception nye sekali kat melaka, kang jauh plak dr member2, kang ramai takleh dtg...so we decided nak buat akad kat kampung dgn family...reception kat kl dgn kawan2+family....( i need to work on zero cliche wedding reception theme...!! )

So that's why laaa kami tidak menjemput kawan2 sekalian ke majlis akad nye...sbb nak korang dtg time reception nanti...maaf ye  kwn-kwn...

pape pun, 3 days before nikah tu i did mention nak kawen in 72 hours kaaannn....kaaannn....

"kenapa kejap jek kenal, dh nak kawen..." kata beberapa org lagi...my answer is...
when he/she is made for you..u just knew it...antara tips yg ak dpt kalau nak tawu og tu betul2 jodoh kita or tak...cer cek bila masa kita dengan dia, ada rasa tenang,aman, sejuk hati, tenteram ke tak...if yes, then yakin laa yg dia jodoh korang...doa byk2 and everything will run smooth...dr mula sampai sekarang kenal dia, he's a very gentleman guy..sabar sgt..lembut kata-kata, character...ramai gilaa kott yg cepat cair dgn dia ni...

ada orang kata...."ala, memula jek tu lelaki ni perangai gentleman, dh lama-lama keluar laa perangai sebenar.." girls, u can tell laa bila org tu berlakon ke tak..fake ke tak depan korang...tak susah nak detect yg asli ke tiruan...( takkan ni pun ak nak kena bgtawu kottt..!! )

tak ketinggalan jugak kwn2 yang "nanti kalo dpt beby......" tssskk, kwn2, sy baru masuk 3 hari nikah, korang dh cter pasal beby....lambat lg kot nak ade beby.....haha..but silalah doakan sy dpt baby.. kalo dpt kembar pun best.. nak sgt anak kembar...!! 

Rasa beruntung+bersyukur sgt having him as my leader kat dunia ni...yes, our marriage baru masuk 3 hari.. i dont know a thing about obstacles in marriage life...tu yg kdg buat hati berdebar gilaa...apape pun....

Nak pinjam sket ayat2 nonny masa dia baru lepas kawen....lebih kurang mcm ni laa ayat dia...

"dont pray for our happily ever after marriage, because there is no such thing as happily ever after kat dunia ni ( bagi org islam,happily ever after kat akhirat jek nanti )..but pray for us to sabar and bijak upon handling marriage life in order to achieve jannah and HIS blessings..."

ak rasa mcm ak dh byk jek tertukar ayat dia ni..tp lebih kurang mcm tu laa maksud ayat dia....nanti ak tanya dia balik ayat yg betul nye camne...

Anyway...I would love to thanks my beautiful family...mak yg bersusah payah buat almost everything..mak will always be there to support me even yana mcm agak "nakal" sket, but she'll always there in anytime that i need her touch..i can never replace mak with someone else..abah,atok nenek, pak tam and mak tam's family,uncle and auntie..sedara mara yg dekat and yg dtg sgtt jaaauuhhh untuk majlis akad nikah kami di kampung....

Nikah dh setel, lepas ni nak uruskan resepsi plaakk...i'll give away cards ye kwn2...do remind me if nanti ade yg tertinggal atau terlupa nak bg kad....


P/S : Thanks to kawan2 yang wish by call, text, fb, twitter and any other medium untuk keep in touch..terima kasih sesgt..i'm feeling blessed to have wonderful frens..kwn2..if ade yg wish and comment tu ak reply lambat sket boleh kaaan...kaannn...

P/S : marriage cost are sooo expensive yek, so kengkawan yang dh keje tu sila simpan duit awal2 ( walaupun korang tak jumpa lagi jodoh korang, ye aarr korang bukan tawu pun kot2 jodoh korang lagi setahun dua nanti dia dtg ke kan...) last min nak kumpul duit kang gelabah korang....ak nasihat ikhlas ni awal-awal..=))

P/S lagi : maaf lah dengan tulisan tunggang langgang, ayat rojak, ejaan dgn grammar lari...pernah ke post ak tak tunggang langgang kaaann.....









Thursday, 10 January 2013

Less Than 72 Hours

I Havent wrote anything about "bye2 2012 welcome 2013", new year esolution or etc etc as always....coz this year, my new year will start less than 72 hours...

2012 has been a humbling year for me...it was a kickstart for what i have today..of coz it'll be a different story if i take another turn but.i'm very glad to make such a great choice fo my future live..

Other than breaking few hearts ( i have to ) and breaks few friendship and became my haters after that ( they ask for it ) at the beginning of the year, my life had been awesome after that..instead of work and studies, i gain new experience upon producing dramas, acting, i learn a bit on directing from fiancee, i passed pitching with a tv station and they love my story, i learn to write my own proposal and script, making new friends and then involve myself into owning a business and etcssss...and i ended my 2012 with our company got the incentive from gov upon producing a good telemovie where i'm one of the actress and script advisor for the telemovie...of coz life was throwing curve balls at me left and right, but then god gave me a bat and showed me how to swing...

i know some of my haters, they really really want to see me fall down...tq for such a motivational efforts u gave me...i just hold to this word to keep on moving.."as long as you keep doing your thing, you'e still cruising far ahead of everyone who are too scared to even try..."

To my friends who keep me company for my ups and downs all through the year, i know i spend my time very less with you guys due to some stuffs that cant be avoided..but i appreciate our friendship a lot  and i'm sure there'll be a time where i have to pay you back....

to those yang duk mengata "betul ke yana nak kawen", "yana tak jadi kawen, padan muka", and apape yang berkaitan...i dont know where u get this....maybe because jarang2 gilaa nak post pasal kawen,pic gedik2 berdua dgn tunang kat fb and post lovey dovey bagai...it's not because ktorang gaduh or tak jadi kawen ke ape...it's because ktorang dont bother too much about updating and post the pics sbb ade byk sgt benda yang ktorang nak kena uruskan..plus we meet everyday coz we work together...

Untuk menenangkan hati orang2 yang duk bertanya, mengata, menunggu and etc....i wanna take dis chance to annouce thatthe akad nikah ceremony between me and fiancee will be held on 12 january 2013 kat kampung...majlis akad nikah ni for family jek..since ramai kawan-kawan kat kl, reception nye nanti akan dibuat kat kl on April 2013 or maybe lebih awal atau lebih lambat ( depends on date availability )... so wait for the cards to come ke tangan korang ek...

Anyway, i might make mistakes to korang...maybe ade yang tak layan sgt, msg tak reply, terkasar bahasa, tersalah faham or any kesalahan yang lain...i would want to apologize...doakan kebaikkan untuk semua... have a nice day ahead guys....=)













Sunday, 25 November 2012

Nothing Good About This Post...

Nothing Good About This Post...This Is A Story About How Bad They Are....Sampai Hari Ini Saya Menanggung Malu Akibat Perbuatan Mereka......Tidak Berniat Untuk Memburukkan Dan Harap Menjadi Pengajaran Kepada Yang Lain..So Here It Goes......

Past few weeks, the grandpa called and ask me about marriage stuffs for the 1st time....I did answer in a well mannered way and to my acknowledge they understand my explaination...so ok lah kaaannn...

Next few days after that the grandma called me and ask me AGAIN the SAME QUESTION...i did answer it in a well mannered way AGAIN....so, fine laahh kaann...

Then next few days after the 2nd call the grandma called me AGAIN the SAME QUESTION...i did AGAIN answer in a well mannered way....

Then while i'm working, AGAIN they called me and ask the SAME QUESTION....i did AGAIN answer in a very well mannered way....

But THE VERY NEXT DAY...THE VERY NEXT DAY AFTER THEY CALLED ME, while Me and My Fiancee BUSY with our work, They Called My fiancee and ask the same question....and My Fiancee did answer in a very well mannered way...siap bagitawu lagi....."tgh sibuk sikit".....

And the moment they called the fiancee, my blood go upstairs....ape diorang ni tak faham bahasa ke...??? tak malu ke...?? tak faham orang lain pun ade family nak kena jemput, ade byk benda nak prepare... ade banyak keje/benda nak setel....

Then i immediately send msg to le father...stop calling2 banyak kali and ask the same question, we're adults so dont be pushy, we know how to handle it and stuffs like that....

Then my brother told me, le atuk, le nenek and le father tgh sibuk mengumpat and mencaci-maki us......

Honestly, to parents out there yang ade anak perempuan yang nak berkahwin, ade ke korang call2 si pihak lelaki and push2 mcm perigi cari timba...??? Mcm tak tawu malu dengan family belah lelaki...????

Tak perlu push2 kooottt....nanti yang belah lelakinya pandai laa dia buat keje dia....dia bukan hingusan lagi... alahaaaiiii....as perempuan, malu laa dengan perangai le family mcm nih....malu sangat...what they have in their mind...???

I met the fiancee's family....they are soooo very nice, baik, peramah....totally different from le family yang suka halau anak, bergaduh adik-beradik, mengelabah, kasar and panas baran.....aaaiiihh....

When i told my frens every detail about this, SEMUA orang tak faham dengan perangai le family and apesal diorang buat mcm tu....aduhaaaiiii.....


p/s : i come from a broken family...me and my siblings, we dont get enough support, care and attention from our parents...le parents love to fight over small stuffs....they are complicated, they love to complicate simple things and they choose fight over peace....i'm tired with them and i hope when i get the chance to have my own family later, i definitely dont want to be like them....

pun begitu, sgt bersyukur sebab ade ramai kawan2 yang sgt baik+supportive, other half yg sgt mature, a great job/bisnes....setakat broken family,eeemm..anggap laaa ni ujian kecik jek...heh~
































Friday, 16 November 2012

NILAI WANG HANTARAN PENGANTIN PEREMPUAN

Salam.....

Sebenarnye tengah banyak benda nak kena buat, but spare some time kejaaaap sementara masih lagi ingat pasal ape yang nak dituliskan ni.....

Okay now, everybody ( everybody ke...?? ) mcm agak aware yang i'll get married...semua orang tanya bila..bila...bila...???? Tak tawu nak bagi jawapan camne sebab as what we planned, nikah nye kat tempat lain, tp reception nye kat KL....So basicly, members are invited to come yang reception nye laaaa kan sebab mudah, senang, dekat and etc.....But still, will be a bit secretive on the date sebab selagi kad tak di edarkan, selagi tu laaa takkan bagitawu date nye.....okay, enough about me....

Let's give focus to the topic....HANTARAN.....

ak tak tawu laa hantaran ni adat ke, sunnah ke ape....setahu ak, mas kahwin yang wajib...tapi, umat yang beragama islam kat Malaysia ni sangat memandang hantaran sebagai salah satu nilai perkahwinan....maksud ak, kalo tinggi nilai hantaran, makna nye,lagi prestige laaa perkahwinan tu di mata sedara-mara yang lain...maka lagi jeles lah sedara-mara yang lain....katanye lah kan....

Maka demand sungguh mak bapa di Malaysia yang mempunyai anak perempuan....Lebih2 lagi yang ade anak perempuan sulung tunggal....kalo boleh tu nak berpuluh-puluh ribu...macam nak jual anak...patut laaa orang2 sekarang ni ramai yang kawen lambat,silap2 tak kawen....

I Just wondering laaa kan...to parents yang berperangai mcm ni, bila time tunang tu, demand nak berpuluh-puluh ribu....alasan nye.......

1) Anak saya seorang jek perempuan, sulung/bongsu pulak tu ( So, anak perempuan jd mangsa bargain la? )

2) Anak saya belajar sampai degree, master, phd bagai ( Berlambak2 orang2 yang grad,so ape special sgt?)

3) Anak saya belajar sampai oversea ( so..??)

4) Kalo hantaran rendah nanti malu kat sedara mara (so niat nak menunjuk2 dgn sedara mara laaa kiranye?)

and etcs....etcs....ade tu demand sampai nak cicin/gelang emas/kain berpasang2 untuk mak/kakak/adik.sedara-mara/makcik2 si perempuan.....

One question i would love to ask to parents yang ada mentality mcm ni......

do you really care about your daughter before pihak lelaki dtg nak nikah dgn anak perempuan korang...?? keluar dengan sape? tinggal dekat mana? makan ape? cukup duit,makan pakai minum...?? cukup ke didikan yang korang bagi..?? belajar macam mana..?? agamanye celah mana...?? and ets....

Ada jugak parents cam ni ye...sebelum tu, bukan main tak ngaku anak bagai, siap halau2 anak keluar rumah, ntah ape ade anak yang jd bosia, merempit sana sini bagai, silap2 ade yang melacur sebab nak cari duit belanja sebab mak bapak tak amik kesah....(trust me, ade ye mak bapak yang tak amik kesah pasal anak-anak mereka....)

tapi bila time nak demand hantaran, barulah mengaku ni laa anak perempuan sorang, kena buat majlis besar-besar, hantaran nak tinggi nak tunjuk kat sedara mara and etc...eh,tak malu ke dengan pihak belah lelaki...???

Sorry aaarr ter emosional sebab dah dengar few cases from few friends....but ya, that's the reality.....

P/S : i know i'm a bit kasar, gila2, kadang2 gila2 and sewel2 sket so sy sangat bersyukur ade seorang lelaki yang nak amik saya jd wife dan dia sangat baik, penyayang, lemah-lembut dari segi tingkah laku dan tutur kata nye, sopan, matang dan berfikiran jauh+terbuka and lots of good values which i believe enough to guide me to be a better woman,muslim and wife.......no wonder it's called as my other half, other half of me yang missing...

saya tak perlu duit hantaran tinggi2 nak tunjuk2 kat sedara mara, lebih baik saya bangga menunjuk2 hubby saya yang sangat baik and penyayang itu....haha! (weyh, menunjuk2 bangga kan tak baik yana..!! aaiisshh)

P/S (again...??) : girls...a bit of advice....silalah cari lelaki yang lebih tua at least 5 years dari anda....takyah nak cari muda2 ni haaaa....yang muda2 ni playboy jek banyak......haha! (ak taw ramai member2 laki ak akan maki2 ak sebab ayat ini..haha) *lariiiiii...*