Since lama dulu daahhh...berangan/berdoa nak dapat org yang...
1) bila tgk jek muka dia, nampak sejuk jek....
2) somebody older....
and yeaayy, Alhamdulillah made it..!! (sujud syukur)
I learn a lot fom this guy...very very a lot.....(tak perlu lah nak mention kaaannn.....)
Okay it might not be related now, but it'll related at the end...i pomise....
So, dulu-dulu....selalu tak faham tgk orang yang.....
bukan main rajin sembahyang, pakai tudung labuh/kopiah segala., kalo ckp pasal agama, dia lah no 1....
taaaapppiiii.....dia jugak lah yang.......
busuk ati, dengki, mulut jahat, mengumpat mengutuk orang sana sini and etc......
selalu jumpa orang mcm ni....kontra gilaa kan perbuatan dgn perangai....
But when i met Abg Erhan ( kan dah kata akan related...), I got the answer...not by what he's telling me, but what i saw within him....
It's all come from the heart....
Dalam badan kita ade seketul daging....kalo daging tu kotor, maka kotor lah keseluruhan badan kita, kalo daging tu bersih, maka bersih laa keseluruhan badan kita....dan daging yang dimaksudkan ialah HATI....
saya pun bukan lah baik sangat...but saya cuba belajar untuk mencontohi cara dia didik hati dia....( tak perlu lah nak cter mention how kan..)
Patut laa kalo tengok what ever kesusahan/ujian yang datang dia nampak sabar, cool and relax jek...
Patutlah whenever i'am around him, rasa tenang gila...
Patutlah mak cik kat kedai makan pernah tegur Abg Erhan...
" muka awak ni teduh molek laa" ( dalam loghat ganu nye... )
Tak impress sgt tgk orang yang "menunjuk-nunjuk" buat "amal kebaikkan".......
Kalo tgk orang yang betul-betul baik and have clean heart, they never "menunjuk-nunjuk"...
when you truly found the one, it's not only all the lovey dovey words, the sacrifices, the acceptence of your kelemahan, the romantic, the couply stuffs and pictures here and there and whatever and all that...but it's much much more than that...way much of it...
P/S : to geng budak2 mulut jahat ( u know who u are ), i never regret tinggalkan paan...Allah give me someone better...much way better...
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